Ok, the last 7 month have been a real test of my mind and psyche, i will tell the reason why:
7 month ago my mother got the bad news that she had cancer. The emotionally roller coaster began there. I really am sorry for not being here but this has been hard on me and the family the entire 7 month it lasted.
Yesterday we got called to the Hospice my mother was at, and she died not long after. it has really been a hard time for me and i haven't had the feeling or lust for vectoring anything. Tomorrow is the funnel and i hope that in time i will go back to making vectors again, but i think i need a little break from all of this to clear my mind. I still can't believe that i am now an orphan (ok at the age of 32 but still way too soon to have lost both parents to cancer)
I hope you can bear over with me that i haven't done anything in a long time! i just needed this out........